Friday, November 20, 2009

say hi to forever

Daul Kim 1989-2009 -suicide
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orange marmalade
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하고픈일도 없는데
nothing i want to do
되고픈것도 없는데
nothing i want to be
모두들 뭔가 말해보라해
everyone tells me to say something
별다른 욕심도없이
without any greed
남다른 포부도없이
without any extraordinary ambition
이대로이면 안되는걸까
can't it be this way
am
이상한걸까
i a little strange?
어딘가 조금
somewhere little
삐뚤어져버린
deformed
머리에는
mind
매일매일 다른 생각만 가득히
filled with different thoughts
am
괜찮은걸까
i okay
지금 이대로
as of right now
어른이되버린 다음에는
after i become adult
점점 더 사람들과 달라지겠지
more and more i will be different from everyone
모든사람이 나와같다면
if everyone were like me
아무갈등도
no conflict
미움도 없이
without hatred
참좋을텐데
it would be so nice
참좋을텐데i
t would be so nice
am
이상한걸까
i a little strange
어딘가조금
somewhere
삐둘어져버린
deformed
머리에는 매일 매일 다른 생각만 가득히
head different thoughts everyday
am
괜찮은걸까
i okay
지금이대로
as of right now
어른이 되버린 다음에는
i become adult
아니 난 자라지 않을것만 같아
no i don't think i will grow


2 comments:

Blair said...

Are you sure she killed herself - perhaps it was a clever assassin?

Despairlost said...

did u see her blog is private now? i used to read her blog now i can´t, that really sad! rip daul, love her x.x

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